Because of you, I know there is truth in soul mates.
My heart pulled in your direction, so willingly.
Being coaxed toward you for affection.
It is hard to grasp what is down and what is up.
...
The words you speak are toxic,
Eating away at your credibility,
Attacking, scathing, hate~filled,
Like a cancer devouring its own soul.
...
I hope for you peace.
I thirst for your continued happiness.
Watching you plummet breaks me.
My soul wants to follow you to the depths of purgatory.
...
Collide
Because of you, I know there is truth in soul mates.
My heart pulled in your direction, so willingly.
Being coaxed toward you for affection.
It is hard to grasp what is down and what is up.
Enchanted are my body and soul,
Always leaving me wanting.
Not knowing how to respond,
From a distance, or up close and personal.
My heart will love you for life times to come,
My soul will always be in search of your fraction of my whole.
May timing be on our side in subsequent journeys,
For my soul cannot bare another lifetime without truly knowing you.
Our forces will always be drawn to one another.
You are the yin to my yang.
Complete, yet too far removed from one another.
This existence is somewhat unbearable.
Having a life already brimming with family, love, and laughs
Can create a quandary in the clash of soul mates.
For a love this genuine to go unanswered, can be devastating,
Life without knowing me would prove less caustic for you.
I can feel the pain and suffering burning in your eyes.
It rips through my soul like a dagger in the night.
My heart runs to you, yearns for you to know;
We are this soul. Your soul, my soul, one soul.
Individually incomplete, without you there is no me.
My current life need not be collateral damage,
This was my life before our souls collided.
The impact was monumental.
Forever changed, Forever beautiful, Forever in anguish.
There can be no extras for this to play out as a happily ever after.
There shall be pain and suffering,
Many hearts broken and cast aside.
But, maybe... we can forge a new mold,
Learn to make this journey bearable, tolerable, a life worth living,
Live outside this prison of punishment, but only time will tell.
It is a hard path to take continually.
For my pull toward you is irrefutable.
In our next resurrection,
We will have better timing,
Knowing all to well the craving that is unrequited within us.
We will be brought back on a more even footing.
Our desires can be absolute.
Fulfilled, with no fantasy forsaken.
All executed repeatedly with flaming finish.
One heart, one soul, one hunger.
There is no beginning or end to us,
A constant in the universe,
Though frequently in perpetual chaos.
We shape our own cosmos.
Big Bangs, planets, constellations, comets,
Super Novas and supermassive black holes.
We control destiny.
You move, I move,
I breathe, You breathe,
Our blood flows as one.
You, I, us, singular. One soul. One thought. One desire.
Without each other never complete.
We are the unabridged version of true love.
Forever finding one another.
The flight of soul mates can be fatal,
Leaving you crushed, damaged and mostly broken.
If you’re serendipitous, you will be astonished, titillated, and
Deliriously euphoric.
The former is agonizingly excruciating,
Always attempt to place your fate in the hands of the latter.